you know the moments when everything comes together...when light happens to come over the horizon and you can see whats in front of you (not only do you see it...but it is beautiful)...it somehow establishes a presence of truth...you realize that truth hasnt changed...or hasnt altered its course...but instead, you can see it for the first time...you can call it your own (in a way)...its personal because it makes sense...not in the sense that says you understand it...no, in the way that mystery captivates us...moving us out of the need to understand and into appreciation...
so when this truth becomes clear...whether it is understandable or not...it is there and you know it...you are aware of its presence...and thats what deems itself worthy of the presence it takes...
right now i respect it...i appreciate it
many things just came together for me...light has revealed truth...and as painful as it is...i have only one response...

worship

"something is missing...what i need is an appreciation love...a posture in my life that forever lives in gratitude...this is the missing element...this is the only effective way of dealing with loneliness...this appreciation love only comes in worship" -Ravi Zacharias